"Nothing can happen to us except what Allah has ordained for us. He is Our Master. It is in Allah that the faithful should put their trust."

~(Surat at-Tawba, 51)

We all still have a long way to go before Syawal comes but I'm enjoying every moment of Ramadhan.

This Ramadhan has also been different for me. Read A CLOTH OVER MY HEAD, THE FINAL PUSH.

This year's Ramadhan has taught me the meaning of patience, grateful and change. Change to a betterment.

I couldn't be more than blessed that I was given the chance over and over again previously but I never used it wisely. But alhamdulillah, this time, I didn't get it slip through my fingers.

Donning the hijab full-time has made my life almost complete as a Muslim. I know as an individual, there are many things I have to learn because learning never stops. Having Juan as part of my support system apart from my family, has made things easier. I'm not perfect not I'm near to perfection but I try my best to do what's right in the perspective of own religion.

Every single day when I step out of the house with a piece of cloth on my head, I feel safe and respected. Safe and respected in my own definition. It made me feel like I have gain the Muslim identity that I have long lost previously. I found that in hijab. it's hard to explain because it's more on spiritually.

Nevertheless, I don't judge those who has been in my shoes. It's just a matter of time when Allah will come knocking their hearts and lead them to the right path.